First, I have to say that I hate when totally awesome shows go on hiatus. Supernatural just ended on like, the most epic cliffhanger ever... and the next episode won't be on until January 21. And they even showed a preview for it! How cruel is that!
Now, for the sad, much less obsessive compulsive news.
We have to put one of my dogs down. Rudy. He's about 12 or 13 (I say 12, my dad says 13) years old. He's a Dalmatian. I've had him for over half of my life. This is the longest I've ever had a dog. I'm sad.
I've gone through getting rid of a dog... but that was a long time ago. I've gone through losing a dog, who died when she was only a few months old. Now, this is like my little brother. What's even worse is if you could see him. His bones are poking through. (Not literally.) He looks like a Stegosaurus now. His stomach is beyond thin. And this dog used to be fat. He can't control when he goes to the bathroom. And our other Dalmatian, who Rudy allowed to be the Alpha as soon as we got him, is now letting Rudy eat his food, drink his water, and sleep on his bed. They both know.
It's just sad. It's wrong, but we're all wishing Rudy would die first because we don't want to have to put him down. Of course we wish he did not have to die at all, but now it's gotten so bad. Now Tucker is going to be lonely. And if we send Buddy to a new home, he'll be even more lonely! (Buddy is my sister's/dad's dog who can be sweet as can be, but attacks my legs and likes to go to the bathroom in the house. We think he's bipolar and has separation anxiety.)
Rudy might be put down tomorrow. I won't be able to watch his "funeral." I couldn't watch Cheyenne's when she died. My dad's barely going to be able to handle it. He told me himself he won't be able to go in when he gets put down.
My seating audition is tomorrow too. Hopefully this won't mess with my head too much.






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Destiel. O_O I'm probably going to Hell for that.
Obsessing is a way of life.
*Carpe Diem*
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